everythin seems like its startin from scratch. a new look, new frends, better personalitie. i aint shy no more. i no more about what an whaat not to do. i havent gotten in a fight fer a while now =-] the only thing is a new guy... but that may not happen fer a while... who nos... well nobody does really. i still always have my phone with me so jus ask fer my bumber an dependin on where yua live ill give it to yua =-] well anyways message er coment me
my life is just like a movie. i see you with her an i think ta myself i was once that grrl. then yua come up ta me an start talking an i think "YAY he still knows i exist!!! YAY!!!" my friends look at me an watch how i live like im an actress in a movie. everytime my brothers tell me that i laugh. i wonder if they think im living a good life er if im playing in a good movie. when really its pretty scary. i dont wanna sound like a drama queen er anything but i mean i put on a show hiding how i feel when it truly hurts. people think im over yua but i think we both know that im not. you would always be there fer me. yua would know the right things ta say. but now yua have ta just do what a friend would. you cant kiss me an tell me that its all going ta be okaay even though we both know its not, but yua always found a way ta make me truly think that it was. when i would get in fights. you would always say way ta go champ, kiss me an say i knew you could. when i would loose you would make me feel better, yua would take the pain a way er make it feel not as bad, kiss me, an asurre me everything was goin ta be fine. now that your with her. everything is dif. now you tell me what ta do ta feel better. i just want ta push the "end" button ta make all rhe pain go away. but i cant. all i can do is live this movie one scene at a time.
Name: Alaina Nickname : Bouncy Birthdate : 15/11/97 Birthplace : usa tennessee Current Location : usa colorado Eye Color : Brown Hair Color : ash brown, red, dirty blond Height : i donr know Weight : i dont know Piercings : 2,1 Tatoos : none yet Vehicle : BUS ??
FAVORITES Food : salads Candy : anything Number : 13. 15 Color : electric blue Animal : kitty Drink : Vodkaa Body Part on Opposite sex : Lips TV Show : law and order Movie : scary Actor/Actress : no comment Pepsi or Coke : Coke McDonalds or BurgerKing : Mcdonalds Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate Hot Chocolate or Coffee : coffee Kiss or Hug : Both Dog or Cat : both Rap or Punk : hmmmm both Summer or Winter : wint Scary Movies or Funny Movies : hmmmm scary Love or Money : Love
YOUR... Bedtime : depends Most Missed Memory : .... First Thought Waking Up : time to get ready Ambition : ta make something of my life Weakness : no comment
IN A GUY/GIRL Favorite Eye Color : blue an brown Favorite Hair Color : black Short or Long : medil Height : taller than me Style : skater/emo Looks or Personality : personality Hot or Cute : Hot Muscular or Skinny : Muscualar
RANDOMS What country do you want to Visit : France How do you want to Die : perfur in my sleep Been to the Mall Lately : yeahhh Get along with your Parents : nope Health Freak : na Do you think your Attractive : yeahhh Believe in Yourself : yeahhh Want to go to College : yeahhh Do you Smoke : yeahhh Do you Drink : ehhh sometimes Shower Daily : of course Do you Sing : Yep Want to get Married : Yes Do you want Children : not surre Hate anyone : yeahhh
Life is whatever you make of it. i mean yua can make it everything yua want you can be happy er sad er horibal. yua can be with any person you want. you can be with someone that can make you happy er with some one that yua like er some one that yua love er someone that you fall in love with. it can be a guy er a grrl. fer me its a guy. but every guy that i get with it seems like its the same thing. meet them, talk, get ta know them, start ta fall fer them, them start ta be ass holes, an then your heart breaks an then yua never wanna see them again. what do they like about you??? how you look. what do they call you??? hot sexy fine shit like that. every night you think ta yourself.."when is he going ta come? the one that will call me beautiful, show me off ta the world, complement me even when i dont have any make up on when my hair is pulled up, when im wearing swets an a baggy shirt? the one that will say yeahh thats my grrl." when your swinging back and forth on a swing on a dark cold night an then you look at a star an make a wish on it. you wish fer this.."fer your one an only ta come an first show you that not all guys are the same, also ta suprise you by puttin his arms around your waist kissin you on the for head telling you how beautifull you are" i wonder when my one an only is going ta come.
Hay my name is Alaina most people call me amusment er bouncy(cuase i have adhd). I love ta have a good time. i always hang out with guys its not that imma ho er nothin its jus that theyr easier ta get along with. im straight up with people if i hate yua yua will know it. i dont take shit. if i get in a fight im not the first person ta hit. i love ta do anything. im not afraid ta do anythin er if i am i will still do it no matter what. i always have my phone with me so if yua want hit me up. i wanna meet yua so dont be a stranger add me an